i just made the toughest decision in my life. EVER.
deactivating my facebook account was the last thing i thought i wud do, especially when im in the state where i cudnt live a day without accessing into my facebook acount. i went to the extent where facebook IS my social life, a place where i meet, talk and discuss with my friends. i guess that's like the aftermath of mom never giving me permission to meet up with friends outside school and limiting my social life to only 10-mile radius from our home. i was raised in an environment where people see girls as housewives, if you get what i mean, and it's gonna be quite disrespectful if i dont obey my parents' orders. if mom says im gonna have to stay at home to study, then that's what i have to do. nothing more, nothing less.
but these days, im starting to feel that im spending too much time living virtually rather than focusing on my studies. this is CRITICAL. i mean, what am i doing, when most of my friends are struggling out there, taking tuition sessions and studying hard for the exams? i blocked my brain from studying mode since 3 weeks ago, but that was partly because i was busy with the debate tournament. and right now, im still not in the mood to study. that's bad!!
ive to do something, especially now that my friends are starting to complain on how obsessed i am of this facebook-ing thing. so, i made my mind up, and no one's gonna stop me. even myself. it's time that i start practicing tough love with myself. it's time that i discipline myself. get my aim straight.
I DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT. SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING, YOU KNOW MY NUMBER. DAA~~!
love peeps,
pika
deactivating my facebook account was the last thing i thought i wud do, especially when im in the state where i cudnt live a day without accessing into my facebook acount. i went to the extent where facebook IS my social life, a place where i meet, talk and discuss with my friends. i guess that's like the aftermath of mom never giving me permission to meet up with friends outside school and limiting my social life to only 10-mile radius from our home. i was raised in an environment where people see girls as housewives, if you get what i mean, and it's gonna be quite disrespectful if i dont obey my parents' orders. if mom says im gonna have to stay at home to study, then that's what i have to do. nothing more, nothing less.
but these days, im starting to feel that im spending too much time living virtually rather than focusing on my studies. this is CRITICAL. i mean, what am i doing, when most of my friends are struggling out there, taking tuition sessions and studying hard for the exams? i blocked my brain from studying mode since 3 weeks ago, but that was partly because i was busy with the debate tournament. and right now, im still not in the mood to study. that's bad!!
ive to do something, especially now that my friends are starting to complain on how obsessed i am of this facebook-ing thing. so, i made my mind up, and no one's gonna stop me. even myself. it's time that i start practicing tough love with myself. it's time that i discipline myself. get my aim straight.
I DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT. SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING, YOU KNOW MY NUMBER. DAA~~!
love peeps,
pika
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