believe me, i tried spending the whole day focusing on finishing the add maths sheet teacher left us with, but the plan was just left to that; a plan. turns out that i cudnt even make it through halfway the whole module. i felt 'overjoyed' to the fact that i had more than 100 problems to solve, and all of them pertaining the most interesting topics; behold- vectors, differentiation, linear progressions and statistics. looks like a complete recipe for a disastrous holiday assignment. uhuh, ive been going through that for 5 years, and God bless me. it's even a surprise that i made through it alive.
ive been left at home parentl-less for one whole week, and trust me, life sucks without them. it's like i would be crying out loud- I WANT MY MOMMY!! in just any minutes from now. of course i miss them dearly. my life's a complete mess without them around. lunch's anything that kak ngah can jumble together and turn into something edible to eat, and dinner, well, let's just say im on a strict diet right now. although id just finished eating a cheese burger from mcd delivery. haha
i dont know what happened to all the good genes. i think it all stopped at my kak ngah- well, she got the good gene alright- fast learner, i think she's got an iq that wud even einstein to shame. or maybe im just exxagerating things because just everybody will seem smart to me, as long as they can solve 6x1 in a flash- that would really impress me,
im pretty sure that i was not born with any good traits, just the plain normal ones. well, no problem with that. im fine with it. i managed to keep in track all these years because i used to just copy what kak ngah used to do, and it worked! but now that she's gone from school and finally in college, i dont know from whom to copy anymore. so i copied myself, which turned out to be a bad idea. believe me, A BAD IDEA.
and im quite positive that i was born with ADHD- a not-so rare mental disease (i guess so, maybe it's classified as that). NO! this doesnt mean im officially announcing myself as being mentally-retarded. ADHD stands for ATTENTION-DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER. see that word disorder over there? so it doesnr necessarily mean im retarded.
this whole ADHD came about when kak ngah was busy trying to explain to me the add maths question i asked her to solve- pretty much every question in those sheets :D. i couldnt get myself to concentrate even for just one minute, and in the end, when she asked me to tell her what i understood, i could come up with nothing. just a blank stare at the walls. thank God i didnt have any drool going down my chin, or would probably be mistaken as a complete dork.
sometimes i question myself, how low could my IQ could be? maybe it's good not to know, because i would just be dissapointed to know anything about thatl better be safe than sorry, ey?
i miss my old days of being a genius. :')
ive been left at home parentl-less for one whole week, and trust me, life sucks without them. it's like i would be crying out loud- I WANT MY MOMMY!! in just any minutes from now. of course i miss them dearly. my life's a complete mess without them around. lunch's anything that kak ngah can jumble together and turn into something edible to eat, and dinner, well, let's just say im on a strict diet right now. although id just finished eating a cheese burger from mcd delivery. haha
i dont know what happened to all the good genes. i think it all stopped at my kak ngah- well, she got the good gene alright- fast learner, i think she's got an iq that wud even einstein to shame. or maybe im just exxagerating things because just everybody will seem smart to me, as long as they can solve 6x1 in a flash- that would really impress me,
im pretty sure that i was not born with any good traits, just the plain normal ones. well, no problem with that. im fine with it. i managed to keep in track all these years because i used to just copy what kak ngah used to do, and it worked! but now that she's gone from school and finally in college, i dont know from whom to copy anymore. so i copied myself, which turned out to be a bad idea. believe me, A BAD IDEA.
and im quite positive that i was born with ADHD- a not-so rare mental disease (i guess so, maybe it's classified as that). NO! this doesnt mean im officially announcing myself as being mentally-retarded. ADHD stands for ATTENTION-DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER. see that word disorder over there? so it doesnr necessarily mean im retarded.
this whole ADHD came about when kak ngah was busy trying to explain to me the add maths question i asked her to solve- pretty much every question in those sheets :D. i couldnt get myself to concentrate even for just one minute, and in the end, when she asked me to tell her what i understood, i could come up with nothing. just a blank stare at the walls. thank God i didnt have any drool going down my chin, or would probably be mistaken as a complete dork.
sometimes i question myself, how low could my IQ could be? maybe it's good not to know, because i would just be dissapointed to know anything about thatl better be safe than sorry, ey?
i miss my old days of being a genius. :')
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