conversation over dinner tadi membuatkan ak sedar yang keadaan ak sangat kritikal. im in the place where i dont have a clue of what course im really supposed to take and more prone to after spm, and im still not clear of what i really, really wanna be. if only there's a debate occupation, then i wud be honored to apply for the job. i wud never complain at all. because i love debate.
i love medics just the way i love debate. but i dont think i have what it takes to become a good med student. im not that superfast when it come sto academics, and my results are from any chances of being granted an overseas scholarship to further my studies abroad. i dont think im gonna be good at it, eventhough i have the passion. im thinking of being an activist, or even a professional social worker, but that's not gonna give me anything worth the struggle ive made over the educational years in high school. in fact, it's gonna be a big disgrace if a student from such a prestigous school made it only to become an ordinary worker.
bile ditanye ak nak jadik ap bile dh besar nnt, ak pun ternguh-ngah x tau nak jawab ape. tapi itu sepatotnya senario yang berlaku beberape tahun lalu. sekarang ni, klu orang tye ak akan menjawab dengan bangganye bahawa ak nak jadik pediatrik. as in doktor kanak2. but what i am right now kinda makes me feel like i dont have to right characteristics to become one. i yoyo.
i just have to works harder, basyia! hwaiting syafiqah!!
i love medics just the way i love debate. but i dont think i have what it takes to become a good med student. im not that superfast when it come sto academics, and my results are from any chances of being granted an overseas scholarship to further my studies abroad. i dont think im gonna be good at it, eventhough i have the passion. im thinking of being an activist, or even a professional social worker, but that's not gonna give me anything worth the struggle ive made over the educational years in high school. in fact, it's gonna be a big disgrace if a student from such a prestigous school made it only to become an ordinary worker.
bile ditanye ak nak jadik ap bile dh besar nnt, ak pun ternguh-ngah x tau nak jawab ape. tapi itu sepatotnya senario yang berlaku beberape tahun lalu. sekarang ni, klu orang tye ak akan menjawab dengan bangganye bahawa ak nak jadik pediatrik. as in doktor kanak2. but what i am right now kinda makes me feel like i dont have to right characteristics to become one. i yoyo.
i just have to works harder, basyia! hwaiting syafiqah!!
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