i dnt know how emyl can do this so well. i mean, she's acting like none of this has any effect on her. she's acting so cool all the time. or am i the only one who's taking things too seriously? ouh, i just cant wait to get back to school. maybe i'll just forget things and they wont bother me anymore. and then when im already over this, i can get back to liking them just the way it was before this. before i knew about any of this.
i guess this is why they say- dont be so excited to uncover a secret- it may change your life forever. i see what they mean by that now. and i really want to act like i dont care and like it doesnt have anything on me. but i cant, because i know and i care too much to just forget about this!
emyl's statements kinda makes me even more sure that it's true. and i dont know why im really, REALLY worried about that. im worried about the fact that they have someone so close to them. im worried that they're getting closer day by day, but i dont have any progress at all. and i have the risk of NEVER having any chances of having any progress with them at all!!
ok, i know im acting like a dufus right now. ouh, i dont know what else to do, i dont even sound annoying anymore. right now if my sis wants to lock me up in the bathroom again i wouldnt even notice. i would just stare into space and note nothing about the things around me. if a ghost passes by, i wouldnt even be scared, because i couldnt notice, because im too drowned in this problem of mine!!!
ouh, im so pathetic. what am i doing?!!!
ottohkajou?!
:'(
i guess this is why they say- dont be so excited to uncover a secret- it may change your life forever. i see what they mean by that now. and i really want to act like i dont care and like it doesnt have anything on me. but i cant, because i know and i care too much to just forget about this!
emyl's statements kinda makes me even more sure that it's true. and i dont know why im really, REALLY worried about that. im worried about the fact that they have someone so close to them. im worried that they're getting closer day by day, but i dont have any progress at all. and i have the risk of NEVER having any chances of having any progress with them at all!!
ok, i know im acting like a dufus right now. ouh, i dont know what else to do, i dont even sound annoying anymore. right now if my sis wants to lock me up in the bathroom again i wouldnt even notice. i would just stare into space and note nothing about the things around me. if a ghost passes by, i wouldnt even be scared, because i couldnt notice, because im too drowned in this problem of mine!!!
ouh, im so pathetic. what am i doing?!!!
ottohkajou?!
:'(
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