there's this one story ive been wanting to tell for so long. it's a story not worth listening for some people out there, because i know that half of the people who's gonna read this will not know anything about the thing im gonna tell them. half of the people wouldnt even know why they wanted to hear it on the first place. half of the people wouldnt even care.
this story is not something that im proud to talk about. this story isnt a way for me to tell the whole world that im worth noticing, and that they should know who i am and what im doing with my life. this is just a story that i think i need to tell everyone because i dont want them to make the same mistakes that i did. because it hurts so much and its entirely gruesome. i wouldnt want other people to experience the same thing that i did in this story. i just couldnt stand the sight of someone being so vulnerable to their own self. it hurts so much when you know that you were capable of stopping something from happening, but because you werent brave enough, you lost something so valuable to you that would never have the chance to redeem anymore. things like that, you know.
a few years back i wouldnt even want to open up this topic or tell this to anyone else. a few years back i didnt have that courage to step up to this one person and tell them what i really feel. a few years back, i couldnt deny the fact that i was truly blinded. i was truly defeated.
standing here today, i could see how different i was back then and right now. im really greatful for who i am this day, especially for those who had the biggest role in making who i am right now.
btw, haha. not gonna tell you the story anyways.
this story is not something that im proud to talk about. this story isnt a way for me to tell the whole world that im worth noticing, and that they should know who i am and what im doing with my life. this is just a story that i think i need to tell everyone because i dont want them to make the same mistakes that i did. because it hurts so much and its entirely gruesome. i wouldnt want other people to experience the same thing that i did in this story. i just couldnt stand the sight of someone being so vulnerable to their own self. it hurts so much when you know that you were capable of stopping something from happening, but because you werent brave enough, you lost something so valuable to you that would never have the chance to redeem anymore. things like that, you know.
a few years back i wouldnt even want to open up this topic or tell this to anyone else. a few years back i didnt have that courage to step up to this one person and tell them what i really feel. a few years back, i couldnt deny the fact that i was truly blinded. i was truly defeated.
standing here today, i could see how different i was back then and right now. im really greatful for who i am this day, especially for those who had the biggest role in making who i am right now.
btw, haha. not gonna tell you the story anyways.
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