hksbp2 whoop!

to say that i regret spending one whole week just for the sake of debate is ABSURD. in fact, i loved it. having that feeling where finally people recognize you, and sometimes fearing your presence. hahaha,, seriously, that's the most wonderful feeling. in the debating arena, it's whether you become the one on the winning side and crush your opponent, or you yourself become the weak one and let other people stamp on you and win. you make your own choice. it's a fair game, bro.

 

hksbp's something that's expected to be full of drama- tears, laughter, victory, failure.. yadda. we've had our fair share of emotional outbursts, but the most important thing is the product of this. what we obtained as a team. i get to strengthen a bond i never thought would be as strong as it is right now, and finally ive found myself a big family outside home. you dont need to find someone of your blood to become family. it's when you accept people the way they are, whatever their lackings may be, that you finally find your other half. or in this case, my other halves. :D

 

im not gonna start saying anything about what happened throughout hksbp. or else, i might gonna say something that im gonna regret saying in the future. might as well let it all out in person, and not in here, coz someone's gonna use what i wrote in here against me one day in the future. better play safe than be sorry. anyways, we went to the extent where we managed to proceed groupings, 2nd round and quarter-finals. that's already a very LONG way when you're facing such tough challenge. we didnt manage to proceed to semi-finals for some unspeakable reasons- which im not gonna state here, because it's a bit controversial..

 

being able to go to that phase was like BIZZARE. seriously. it'd been years since stf even made it to that stage. so eventhough we're a bit dissapointed that we didnt manage to get stf to the finals again this year, i think we're okay with it. i mean, so what? people already know that we should win. we were like, OMG! people were afraid of us, they though of us as a threat. that's the reason they sabotaged us on the first place. because they (or she) knew if they (or she) didnt do anything about it, we might get through to the finals and who knows? win ppm this year. so yeah, i take it that they (or SHE) is just some coward person who couldnt accept real competition. anyways, we proved ourselves in hk. we went to the extent where people became so afraid of us, that they sent spies to know our performance. i was like wow, im suddenly a superstar. people came about talking about us, and suddenly people knew my name. get what im saying? those who never even wanted to risk a glance or even turn to see who i am suddenly was interested to know about the team. i was like ok,,

but seriously, the times that we shared together as a team were the most BEAUTIFUL moments of my life. i learned to love people i thought i was supposed to hate. people dont know what they're missing in the debate team. behind all of our fiery perfomances, they had no idea how long and twisted the road was for us. yes, they knew that we fought tooth and nail, practiced every hour to polish our team's strength, but they didnt know the real thing that occured throughout all of this. they didnt know of how beautiful a failure is when you're facing it, going through it with people who cares for you, and who accepts you like their own sister. that's what i feel. i feel lucky because i dont have to call my teammates as TEAMMATES. i get to call them my FAMILY. see the difference?

seriously, this is the year that i found out that i really love the d family. the year when finally i wanted to fight back. the year when finally i am not afraid or nervous when it comes for my turn to give my speech for every round of the debate, but i became excited to do so. it went to the extent that i wanted to impress people with my speech, and i became fearless. i wanna show them that im not afraid with their good looks or great accent. i wanna show them that what i have is gonna crush them to pieces. and squah them, like little insects.

these are the people whom ive learned to love as family

• 1. SYAFIQAH SYAKIRA (i call her my miracle worker, because she's the one who keeps my debate mode going all this time)
• ADLEINA SUPERB (my MAKCIK, who im positive is really going to get engaged with the PAKCIK in the future, SO SWEET!)
• KIMI (we call him names- hetero, metro. :D)
• TEACHER REZA (our sole guider)
• KAK QIST ( once a debater, always will be :D)
• ALYA HAZIRA (dubbed my little sister)
• DHAMIRA BATRISYIA (dubbed my BIG sister)
• THARIAH (the BIG sports fan)
• LYNN SHAREENA (our BEST fan)
• AQILAH ZULKARNAIN (little, little sister)
• MAISARAH MORTAZA (little, little little little sister)

im really looking forward to watch the grab the pm trouphy next year. an untold legacy doesnt mean it'd never been heard, it just means that people didnt want to make it heard because it's too good to handle. it's a mean world, but i believe that the pelapis can handle it on their own.

for these girls, (and guy) thanks for making life bearable and enjoyable at the same time. really never gonna forget the good and the bad times we shared together. im not a pro in saying sweet, memorable things, but all i know is this, I LOVE GRENADE-RS, NOT AS MY TEAM, BUT AS A FAMILY, NOT BECAUSE I HAVE TO, BUT BECAUSE I WANT TO. NOT BECAUSE I THINK SO, BUT BECAUSE I AM SO.

thanks for making me who i am this day. thanks for everything, guys. you really made the best out of me. LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS. GO GRENADE!

the hk team, just before quarter finals

adle, me, syakira

us, with the debat team

team captain :D



still smiling, still standing :D



teacher reza and kak qist <3