last year, on my 17th birthday, i was officially someone's supergirl. haha. funny. no, i didnt finally learned the fact that im the daughter of a superhero wearing a cape and his underwear outside his pants, but well, a friend kinda gave me a superman t-shirt, and then everyone started dubbing me as THE supergirl. not that i hate it. suju did made a song which was named in my honour. hehe, i guess im just as irresistable as i think i am. :D hey, kidding.
so, the thing is, ive never really give much thought on me being someone's superhero, because ive got no guts to save my own cat from being hit by a car. what? leaving one animal being an addition to a loooong list of roadkills isnt considered a bad deed for me. believe me, ive done wayyyy more bad things than that. but right now, i have to be someone's superhero. or some people's superhero. im not the best candidate they can afford to find, but im the only one that's available. and im the closest one they can get to a supporter and a coach. well, kinda. im not sure myself if i can handle a whole bunch of debaters eager to be trained, waiting for me to present them tips on winning countless championships and tournaments the way our team did last year. im not really into teaching, neither coaching, and i have a very big problem with my self-esteem. but because i love these girls more than i love my guccis (which is insane, because ive never owned one), then im willing to put it into consideration.
well, to be honest, ive been keeping myself busy with the chores at home because i dont want to find myself with free time that makes me responsible to think about coaching these kids the way i promised them, but hey, who says chores leaves you with no free time? that's just one of the many excuses hosewives made up because they dont want to be burdened with other things that their husbands wanted to lash on them. even after doing the laundry, cleaning the stoves, cooking, wiping the fridge, feeding the cats, cleaning my bathroom, sweeping the whole house AND the lawn, i find myself having as much free time as i ever wanted when i was still in high school, dreaming of palm trees and a nice holiday at a sandy beach. so you can say that i was objected to THINK of it anyway. and as much as i hated to say this, it was stupid. even when i think of this a million times, im still going to be stuck with the same answer out of humanity and yeah, LOYALTY. and yeah, you freaking now this already, the answer's yes. YES i will try to help them in any ways possible.
so here i am, in my very own supergirl way of figuring out what i should do to these girls. if you're a debater, you should know this as well. oh, forget it. even someone who'd never been a debater wouldve known that the most crucial thing of preparing yourself in becoming a GREAT debater, (because im not only helping them to become just a debater) is experience. and i think it's safe to say that's what they're deprived of at the moment. well, yeah, they did went to uiam and uitm iv before, even the royals which i had never been to myself. some of them even made it into the wsc's shortlist, and im very proud of that. and yeah, the dato' cq teo debate challenge in kdu last year. but that's it. if they're really up to the challenge of continuing our painstaking dream which had been lashed for 19 years. of not only getting into the finals of hk, and also winning it, they will have to work more than they are managing at the time. ive never been good in making plans, and planning startegies for any kind of teams and occasions is proven as a challenge for me. the only thing that im comfortable and rejoice in doing is attacking the opponents with pois during debate, wearing that victory smile that ive reserved just for my enemies, to make them feel inferior to me. yeah, it's wicked. but im wicked anyway. hey, i like looking at their faces, how they respond to my scary stare on them. some of them just stared blankly, others looked afraid, which is just what they're supposed to do, while the braver ones gave me the manhattan oneover. which, i still couldnt figure out they do it until now.
but then again, i was back then a weakling myself. and look what ive become. well, im not a prodigy, but im close to being one, if im given the time and chance. but as i said before, i dont think that im gonna take up debating later in the future. then i believe that anyone can become a great debater, if they're given the chance, and if they have the will to succeed. and these girls, believe me, they've got more will that any debaters ive ever met my whole lifetime. and i believe that nothing, not even the new bonda, can come between them and making their dream come true. that's my girl.
the new year brings new challenges to these beauties. and without us three at school anymore, it's going to be quite hard for them, but i know they'll manage. i've always been proud of these girls, because they deserve appreciation and gratitude. and i know that they're going to be better this year.
go girls. im here, your supergirl. if there's anything, just give me a ring, and i'll come running to stf, since ive decided not to learn how to drive. yeah, yeah. im not only afraid of blood and needles, im also afraid of putting myself behind the wheels. but maybe i'll take the bus. that'll be faster.
:D
love, kak pika.
so, the thing is, ive never really give much thought on me being someone's superhero, because ive got no guts to save my own cat from being hit by a car. what? leaving one animal being an addition to a loooong list of roadkills isnt considered a bad deed for me. believe me, ive done wayyyy more bad things than that. but right now, i have to be someone's superhero. or some people's superhero. im not the best candidate they can afford to find, but im the only one that's available. and im the closest one they can get to a supporter and a coach. well, kinda. im not sure myself if i can handle a whole bunch of debaters eager to be trained, waiting for me to present them tips on winning countless championships and tournaments the way our team did last year. im not really into teaching, neither coaching, and i have a very big problem with my self-esteem. but because i love these girls more than i love my guccis (which is insane, because ive never owned one), then im willing to put it into consideration.
well, to be honest, ive been keeping myself busy with the chores at home because i dont want to find myself with free time that makes me responsible to think about coaching these kids the way i promised them, but hey, who says chores leaves you with no free time? that's just one of the many excuses hosewives made up because they dont want to be burdened with other things that their husbands wanted to lash on them. even after doing the laundry, cleaning the stoves, cooking, wiping the fridge, feeding the cats, cleaning my bathroom, sweeping the whole house AND the lawn, i find myself having as much free time as i ever wanted when i was still in high school, dreaming of palm trees and a nice holiday at a sandy beach. so you can say that i was objected to THINK of it anyway. and as much as i hated to say this, it was stupid. even when i think of this a million times, im still going to be stuck with the same answer out of humanity and yeah, LOYALTY. and yeah, you freaking now this already, the answer's yes. YES i will try to help them in any ways possible.
so here i am, in my very own supergirl way of figuring out what i should do to these girls. if you're a debater, you should know this as well. oh, forget it. even someone who'd never been a debater wouldve known that the most crucial thing of preparing yourself in becoming a GREAT debater, (because im not only helping them to become just a debater) is experience. and i think it's safe to say that's what they're deprived of at the moment. well, yeah, they did went to uiam and uitm iv before, even the royals which i had never been to myself. some of them even made it into the wsc's shortlist, and im very proud of that. and yeah, the dato' cq teo debate challenge in kdu last year. but that's it. if they're really up to the challenge of continuing our painstaking dream which had been lashed for 19 years. of not only getting into the finals of hk, and also winning it, they will have to work more than they are managing at the time. ive never been good in making plans, and planning startegies for any kind of teams and occasions is proven as a challenge for me. the only thing that im comfortable and rejoice in doing is attacking the opponents with pois during debate, wearing that victory smile that ive reserved just for my enemies, to make them feel inferior to me. yeah, it's wicked. but im wicked anyway. hey, i like looking at their faces, how they respond to my scary stare on them. some of them just stared blankly, others looked afraid, which is just what they're supposed to do, while the braver ones gave me the manhattan oneover. which, i still couldnt figure out they do it until now.
but then again, i was back then a weakling myself. and look what ive become. well, im not a prodigy, but im close to being one, if im given the time and chance. but as i said before, i dont think that im gonna take up debating later in the future. then i believe that anyone can become a great debater, if they're given the chance, and if they have the will to succeed. and these girls, believe me, they've got more will that any debaters ive ever met my whole lifetime. and i believe that nothing, not even the new bonda, can come between them and making their dream come true. that's my girl.
the new year brings new challenges to these beauties. and without us three at school anymore, it's going to be quite hard for them, but i know they'll manage. i've always been proud of these girls, because they deserve appreciation and gratitude. and i know that they're going to be better this year.
go girls. im here, your supergirl. if there's anything, just give me a ring, and i'll come running to stf, since ive decided not to learn how to drive. yeah, yeah. im not only afraid of blood and needles, im also afraid of putting myself behind the wheels. but maybe i'll take the bus. that'll be faster.
:D
love, kak pika.
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