and marry a heart surgeon. pfftt
you can tell the level of boredom i am at by determining the phase idiocy i am in right now. my IQ has plummeted a GREAT DEAL since the day i left school. or, to be precise, since the day i stopped learning anything school-wise. hahaha. yeah, im learning korean at the time being, and am doing very great in it, that im already in intermediate level, but that doesnt count. i know that i need to start revising on all the old topics from high school, but to be honest, i was like- what!?!! i thought we're sooo over this already. urgh i think the only bright side of this situation is that i just need to revise chem, bio, add maths, and maths. NO PHYSICS. HAHAHAHAHAHHA that's crucial, and a BIG BLESSING, if you're syafiqah samsudin. ESPECIALLY if you're syafiqah samsudin.
there's exactly 11 days till i go to college and i have mixed feelings about that. i dont know if i should be happy because im one step closer to becoming a doctor, or i should feel frustrated because i'll have to wear compact powder, tonnes of perfume and deodorant every single day just for class. back in stf, no one cares if you look like a banshee in class, or when you're floating down the hallways. except the prefects (which i am) and teachers, of course. but then again, no one REALLY CARES. if we drool over our homeworks and answer sheets and send them in to the teachers, no one thinks that's disgusting. okay, that's an exaggeration, but you get my point, right? what im saying is, i think the pressure of having to attend a non single-sex school AGAIN (after 5 years, which felt like eternity) is more frustrating than the fact that i'll be so far from home for the first time in my life. i dont know how emyl and hani could cope with this.
i hate makeup. any kind of powder irritates my nose, and i have got no idea how to dress every day for school without looking like a nerd, because i am one. well, the only plus side is, im used to perfume. and that's about the only bright thing i could scrape out from the bottom of the barrel. oh please, PLEASE, someone give me a 101 guide for surviving college life.
you can tell the level of boredom i am at by determining the phase idiocy i am in right now. my IQ has plummeted a GREAT DEAL since the day i left school. or, to be precise, since the day i stopped learning anything school-wise. hahaha. yeah, im learning korean at the time being, and am doing very great in it, that im already in intermediate level, but that doesnt count. i know that i need to start revising on all the old topics from high school, but to be honest, i was like- what!?!! i thought we're sooo over this already. urgh i think the only bright side of this situation is that i just need to revise chem, bio, add maths, and maths. NO PHYSICS. HAHAHAHAHAHHA that's crucial, and a BIG BLESSING, if you're syafiqah samsudin. ESPECIALLY if you're syafiqah samsudin.
there's exactly 11 days till i go to college and i have mixed feelings about that. i dont know if i should be happy because im one step closer to becoming a doctor, or i should feel frustrated because i'll have to wear compact powder, tonnes of perfume and deodorant every single day just for class. back in stf, no one cares if you look like a banshee in class, or when you're floating down the hallways. except the prefects (which i am) and teachers, of course. but then again, no one REALLY CARES. if we drool over our homeworks and answer sheets and send them in to the teachers, no one thinks that's disgusting. okay, that's an exaggeration, but you get my point, right? what im saying is, i think the pressure of having to attend a non single-sex school AGAIN (after 5 years, which felt like eternity) is more frustrating than the fact that i'll be so far from home for the first time in my life. i dont know how emyl and hani could cope with this.
i hate makeup. any kind of powder irritates my nose, and i have got no idea how to dress every day for school without looking like a nerd, because i am one. well, the only plus side is, im used to perfume. and that's about the only bright thing i could scrape out from the bottom of the barrel. oh please, PLEASE, someone give me a 101 guide for surviving college life.
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