these days more and more of my high school friends have left for a kick start in uni or college, leaving just me and the other small portion of girls hanging, waiting for our scholarship interview results to be released. well, mine will be announced the 1st june, so there's not much time left to bite my nails and suffer from brainfreeze everytime people start asking me where im heading. just a few more days and my fate will be sealed- whether imma be spending my days in kmb or uia, i just hope it's not the latter. im starting to have doubts over the decision ive made, but it's long gone away. just have to go with the music now. work my magic.
which brings us back to the real topic today. well if you're wondering what the heck does the tittle means, it's actually 'please don't do this' in Korean. ive figured that since im already seriously learning the language, then i could use as much practice as i can. :D anyways, my close friends are acknowledged of the fact that back then, ive been wanting to score a scholarship to get myself into a med school in egypt, but that was a year ago. now that ive made up my mind all over again based on the inconvenient event that had unfolded, they're starting to get curious, what exactly happened that had driven me to change my decision into something entirely different from what i had before? well, my heart was set on going to egypt since i was 15, and had been thinking about nothing but how to make that happen since then. i guess that's what's making them wonder.
i cant say anything for that matter, since im not sure about it myself, as well. but i can only say this, and am only sure about this single thing- it's not going to be healthy for my emotional well-being.
i dont know if will ever be able to say this out loud, but even the word- EGYPT these days seems like a slap across my face.
so you can say that im.... well, against the idea of studying there, let alone live there.
so please, dear friends, stop asking me why is it that ive changed my mind, because doing so does nothing to help me recover. thanks.
which brings us back to the real topic today. well if you're wondering what the heck does the tittle means, it's actually 'please don't do this' in Korean. ive figured that since im already seriously learning the language, then i could use as much practice as i can. :D anyways, my close friends are acknowledged of the fact that back then, ive been wanting to score a scholarship to get myself into a med school in egypt, but that was a year ago. now that ive made up my mind all over again based on the inconvenient event that had unfolded, they're starting to get curious, what exactly happened that had driven me to change my decision into something entirely different from what i had before? well, my heart was set on going to egypt since i was 15, and had been thinking about nothing but how to make that happen since then. i guess that's what's making them wonder.
i cant say anything for that matter, since im not sure about it myself, as well. but i can only say this, and am only sure about this single thing- it's not going to be healthy for my emotional well-being.
i dont know if will ever be able to say this out loud, but even the word- EGYPT these days seems like a slap across my face.
so you can say that im.... well, against the idea of studying there, let alone live there.
so please, dear friends, stop asking me why is it that ive changed my mind, because doing so does nothing to help me recover. thanks.
No comments:
Post a Comment