so, i guess we're doing this all over again, ha?
actually, this post's title was supposed to be - stupid me, because somehow, id just realized that today was actually the last day that i had for the year 2011, before everything changes when the clock strucks 12 midnight, about a few minutes ago. and all along i thought that i had one more day tomorrow to repent for all my mistakes that i did this year and make wrong things right before it's too late.
great, now i'll never get free tickets to shinee concerts for birthday next year. everyone's going to think that im not worth being appreciated, well, at least not that much that you just need desperately to get them those dang tickets because they're too adorable to turn down. nope, not anymore, i guess.
so, what to say, eh? ive got no idea.
well, let's see, what made my year 2011? most of my time this year was spent on studying (or pretty much fooling around during physics class, and never really paying much attention in chem lab until a shitty 49 in my mid-term paper came out of the blue and was nothing but a slap across my face) and well, debate practices. discussions. being away for days to participate open debates, state competitions. most of the thing we did was win, win and win again, but dont worry, we've got our fair share of dissapointments and failures, just like any teams should. but i cant say that it was that bad, after all. it's all some beautiful memories that i can tell off to my kids in the future, and they can tell them to their childer, until all children grow old. pfft, yeah, right. as if im really that famous to have my 'legacy' being passed from generation to generation being treated like a family heirloom. im practically history. and a decaying fossil in soil in a few years' time, anyway.
it's so hard to believe. it feels just like yesterday that i was celebrating, rejuvenating the start of another year, the year 2011, my senior year in school. now it has all come to an end, or pretty much, ive come to a new beginning. last year on this date i was feeling pretty much gloomy being all by myself, and well, let's just admit, today too. and we both already know what my new year resolution's going to be right? aw, come on. it's been the same thing for what? 4 years already. id been wishing for the same thing since i was 14. it's not that easy to let go, you know.
im ready to begin again. this time, i hope that i wont be making any enemies, because certainly im going to need all the time i have to burry my face in my books and fight off the days till i finally become a doctor, right? im certainly not going to let anything but my studies occupy my mind. that is, if i manage to get myself into medical school before i grow too old for it. hehehe.
i do hope that i'll be able to get straight a's. ive told myself that it will be fine even if it's not a string of a plusses. besides, im not sure that i could get them from the start anyway. but i really need straight a's if i want to plant myself in any good places and secure a spot for a goddamn scholarship, pretty much securing my future as well. it doesnt help that my parents' views that if i dont get myself in any universaties abroad then im practically hopeless are daunting on me. i just hope that things will turn out fine, especially after what happened during spm. o, gosh. now im scared.
my new year's resolution includes having the chance to travel and have a vacation in korea, for at least a week. most of my friends had been there. and why not say it? im practically dying to get there. my parents are not much into the plan that i made with emyl. that's just sooo my parents. they say that they agree with my plans on the first place, and then in the last minute, they'll pretend that something had come up and say that we couldnt. o gosh, when will i be able to go anywhere i want?
korea, korea korea.
taemin, taemin, taemin.
happy new year, people. may all your wishes come true?
actually, this post's title was supposed to be - stupid me, because somehow, id just realized that today was actually the last day that i had for the year 2011, before everything changes when the clock strucks 12 midnight, about a few minutes ago. and all along i thought that i had one more day tomorrow to repent for all my mistakes that i did this year and make wrong things right before it's too late.
great, now i'll never get free tickets to shinee concerts for birthday next year. everyone's going to think that im not worth being appreciated, well, at least not that much that you just need desperately to get them those dang tickets because they're too adorable to turn down. nope, not anymore, i guess.
so, what to say, eh? ive got no idea.
well, let's see, what made my year 2011? most of my time this year was spent on studying (or pretty much fooling around during physics class, and never really paying much attention in chem lab until a shitty 49 in my mid-term paper came out of the blue and was nothing but a slap across my face) and well, debate practices. discussions. being away for days to participate open debates, state competitions. most of the thing we did was win, win and win again, but dont worry, we've got our fair share of dissapointments and failures, just like any teams should. but i cant say that it was that bad, after all. it's all some beautiful memories that i can tell off to my kids in the future, and they can tell them to their childer, until all children grow old. pfft, yeah, right. as if im really that famous to have my 'legacy' being passed from generation to generation being treated like a family heirloom. im practically history. and a decaying fossil in soil in a few years' time, anyway.
it's so hard to believe. it feels just like yesterday that i was celebrating, rejuvenating the start of another year, the year 2011, my senior year in school. now it has all come to an end, or pretty much, ive come to a new beginning. last year on this date i was feeling pretty much gloomy being all by myself, and well, let's just admit, today too. and we both already know what my new year resolution's going to be right? aw, come on. it's been the same thing for what? 4 years already. id been wishing for the same thing since i was 14. it's not that easy to let go, you know.
im ready to begin again. this time, i hope that i wont be making any enemies, because certainly im going to need all the time i have to burry my face in my books and fight off the days till i finally become a doctor, right? im certainly not going to let anything but my studies occupy my mind. that is, if i manage to get myself into medical school before i grow too old for it. hehehe.
i do hope that i'll be able to get straight a's. ive told myself that it will be fine even if it's not a string of a plusses. besides, im not sure that i could get them from the start anyway. but i really need straight a's if i want to plant myself in any good places and secure a spot for a goddamn scholarship, pretty much securing my future as well. it doesnt help that my parents' views that if i dont get myself in any universaties abroad then im practically hopeless are daunting on me. i just hope that things will turn out fine, especially after what happened during spm. o, gosh. now im scared.
my new year's resolution includes having the chance to travel and have a vacation in korea, for at least a week. most of my friends had been there. and why not say it? im practically dying to get there. my parents are not much into the plan that i made with emyl. that's just sooo my parents. they say that they agree with my plans on the first place, and then in the last minute, they'll pretend that something had come up and say that we couldnt. o gosh, when will i be able to go anywhere i want?
korea, korea korea.
taemin, taemin, taemin.
happy new year, people. may all your wishes come true?
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