hr ni tepat kol 12 tgh hr kami dh meronggeng di sogo. or at least kak jah n mak jai lh. abg uji merangkap si driver dh ilang enta ke mane. ak agk rse terkilan dn ssh ati sbb ak tertibai lamb chop ngan lemak2 kambing tuh skali. enta kenape tetibe selera menguasai segalanya, my conscience was taken over by greed. i was supposed to be on a strict diet plan, but just because of that lamb chop, everything was ruined. mak jai pula x btau ak yang aku ngap tuh sbnrnye full 100% lamb fat, up until mende tuh dh jdk bolus dlm anak tekak ak. naseb ak x gag balik mende tuh keluar, klu x ak dh wt drama korea tengah2 food court tuh. dlm hati' uh,, telan jela. naseb aku. len kali wt sesi kenal-mengenal ngan encik lemak kambing. biasenye klu ak makann daging lembu ak ngap jerk die nyer lemak skali, sbb ak tau lembu yang dimasak kt dining hall tuh dr jenis yang agak x sehat seperti yang mereka jual di restoran2 itali tuh. kurus lerr, so lemak die agak x membimbangkan. lgpn ble lg ak nk merase makan lemak binatang an
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dekat sogo tuh,, PACKED. lgpon tuh bkn tempat ak. nk beli baju, sumpa ak x berani nak beli walaupun ayah ad bg ak 150. bkn jenis ak nk pegi bli barang tnp parents. hehehe, actually, tanpa duit parents. lgpon da only things yg ak brani beli tnpa parents ak adalah makanan, kredit, n buku. tuh pon sbb mak ak dh strictly kate die xnk ak beli ape2 buku esp novels. sbb tuh ak xleyh beli depan die. klu x naye. dpt flying kick smpi russia. save cost airplane.
ak terpakse kensel plan nk study ngan diba n fina. actuallu mereka2 ni ajak ak g library, and ive already agreed. but den came up ayah's plan utk bwk kak ngah n kak long blk kajang, so ak pon intrigued. plus ak dh lme merengek nk dibawa bejalan. so ak cm nk sangat g. so fina n diba, ak hrp korang phm yerr keadaan ak. ak x melancong memane, so ak blk kajang ni pon dh dikire bernasib baik sebenarnye. hehehe.. ak janji len kali ak wat field trip ngan korang ke library kebanggaan bandar penawar tuhh,
lps g sogo kmi proceed ker klcc. sumpa. klu sogo tuh packed, klcc cm sardin expired. yang tin die kembong tuh.. i couldnt go anywhere without bumping into other people. klu org tuh tinggi xpe gk. ni kecit, budak2 tuh. tetibe ak rse cian kt bdk cina yang aq terlanggar. hehhee.. sorry ye dik. akak termesmerised sgt tgk mke abg taemin dlm phone ni haa,,, dh jdk wallpaper smle lepas kene marah ngan ibu ari tuh.klu nk mintak duit ganti rugi mintak kat die yerr? akak ni bini die yang tercinta, nnt die bayarkan.
da only thing yg ak mampu beli di klcc or more exact di kinokuniya, adalah buku. n dat was because buku tuh way lg murah drpd yg ak jumpe kt mph alamanda. ak mmg dh lme target nk beli buku tuh, sjk ak f3. a diary yang ak rse worth tulis slme due tahun. hahahah.. ak rase dat was the only thing yang lagi murah. even planner nipis kecik yang ak rse klu ak crk kt harris tuh pon 11 ringgit jer, kt sne dh jdk 5o ringhit. glerr tabik spring wa ngan budak yang berani mintak mak die belikan tu. mte ak terbulat gaye golf ball ble tgh price tag nyer. kepala hotak hang, toke kinokuniya huii.
diary tuh,, ak beli exclusively untuk tulis life ak for senior year-thn dpn. ak mmg into writing journals, tp since what happened, hahaha. actually it hurts to open the last journal i had anymore. so to save me from heartbreaks, and from reliving old memories, ak tutup tros journal tuh n teros simpan dlm laci selama-lamanya.
but next year mmg ak akn tulis blk. old habit. kene wat gk.
i just hope it's gonna be colourful. i can go through some series of heartaches, anyway, people dont say 'a woman's heart is an ocean of secrets' withoit any reasons. huhuhuhu...
next year's gonna be tough. thn terakhir ak akan bergelar stfian. ak xtau ak nk amik ape after abes high school. actually, ak rse high school was supposed to be my sanctuary. although ak x perasan, but it was. sbb mase high school ak x yh nk pk psl pape except passing exams and fulfilling people's expectations. hahahaha.. it's hard, but at least x yh nk pening pk pasal nk amik couse ape n cmne nk dpt 4 flat. kt u kene pepandai idop sendiri. makan minum,,,,, kt high school klu makan jer tros g dining hall. klu bkn wktu makan ponn,,, pepandai lerr bodek mak cik dining hall tuh utk masakkan makanan.. hhehehee
ok lerr. have to go, nk pg alamanda. da right place for me. hehehe
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